my head is everywhere and nowhere. my thoughts are neurons blown apart from their nucleus like so much dandelion fluff.
i need an anchor. i need a single thought or act to hold my day together. before i lose it altogether.
sometimes i frighten myself. although this is nothing new. i have always been a freak - to myself and to others. some people learn to love me for it (or despite it). some find it charming a few are just scared off. not that i need to care about those.
still, it would be nice to be somewhat normal for a day. (or subnormal. is that an acceptable state of mind?)
let me be grounded, even as i dream.
let my next recollection be more than a shattered memory.
let me stop stumbling.
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