i wonder if I should give this whole Attractive Female thing a try.
As in...feminine, nice hair, heels, the whole works. Or at least a more girly-esque version of what I'm rocking now.
Not anything overt or trying too hard. Just something different.
And other times,
well,
other times I don't give a fuck.
Yeah, you know what, screw it. Nikki Sixx wore lipstick in the 80s and was a chick magnet. Steven Tyler wears grandma scarves and looks smokin' hot. Pink has man-abs and a boycut, and couldn't be sexier.
Fuck you self-doubt.
There's no point in pretending for someone. I am very much attracted to him. But I'm not gonna change for him. So what if I do manage to hook him initially? How long will I play-act? No, man. Screw that.
I have always lived sincerely. And I always will in as much as I can help it.
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